Slow and Steady wins the race
Monday, October 18, 2010
YOU THINK I'D BE MORE EXCITED
I have lost 65 pounds since January. Awesome, right? Yes. it is a significant loss, yet I am not as exceited as I thought I would be. I love the band and could not have lost this weight without it. I just feel like, holy shit, I lost 65 pounds and I am STILL overweight. I STILL need to think about the weight constantly. How did I ever get this heavy? Why did I let myself go like this? I should be happy & I'm not. It's such an uphill battle & I want to be at the finish line already. I am not happy with my body or my looks and yet I know I have improved by leaps & bounds in those areas. I still see a fat person when I look in the mirror. My belly still looks big to me. How can that be after losing this much weight? I should feel good about myself & 80% of the time I do. But there is that 20% that really hits me hard & makes me feel like I am not ever going to be thin & beautiful. Sorry, just having one of those days...
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You have done so well and YOU ARE NOT OVERWEIGHT! Embrace it baby!
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ReplyDeleteSorry you're having a "fat" day. Hope it goes away lickity split for you.
be patient as you readjust to the new stages of things. Eventually the tummy will shrink and body parts you never imagined could get thin will :)
ReplyDeletexxxooo
You are doing so great! I wish I was there too!
ReplyDeleteChin up there pop tart...you're doing great and 65 lbs is nothing to sneeze at.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean - but you are doing great! We can do the final stretch.
ReplyDeleteI have been feeling like that recently...but today I feel the opposite...It will pass...We are on the same journey so I know what I'm talking about :-)
ReplyDeleteHow's hubbies golf... Wish I could play him.
Can totally relate. Hopefully it helps to know that you are not alone.
ReplyDeleteyou are doing amazing!
ReplyDeleteWOW!! All of your hard work is paying off! Be proud of your accomplishments! :)
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